Chapter22—TheRacetotheBorder
NannyZhangstaredatthesmallceramicjarinherhandsforalongtime,theashesinsidebelooPrincessShuran。Suyuanhadhiddenthemamongthebelongingswithouttellinganyone。Evenafteralltheseyears,NannyZhangknewSuyuanwellenoughtouandwhatthatmeant。Suyuanhadneverinteowaitforthem,shehadsentthemawaysotheycouldescape。
“Ayao…”NannyZhang’svoicetrembledslightly。“Wehavetogo。”Ayaolookedatherinfusion。“Butthecarriageisbroken。Themertssaiditmaytakeuntiltomorrowtorepair。”“Weotwaituntiltomorrow。”NannyZhanglookedtowardtheroadbehindthem。Foramoment,shecouldalmostseeSuyuanstandingthere,watgthemleavewiththatcalmexpressionshealwayswore。
“Sheknew,”NannyZhangwhispered。“Thatgirlknewshewasntingback。”Ayaosfacewentpale。“No…Suyuanwouldnt…”NannyZhangtightenedhergriparoundthejar。ThetruthwasbeginningtosettlebetweeheyhadbeentravellingtowardthecapitalbecausetheybelievedtheyweregoingthelpbacktoSuyuan。ButifSuyuanhadalreadydecidedtostaybehind,everyhourtheyspentontheroadwasanotherhourtheywerelosing。Then,fromthegroupofmertsnearby,theyheardsomeoiontheborder。
“ThereisaXiangeneralstatiothenorthernfrontier,GeneralXieZheng”onemertsaidwhileexaminingthebrokencarriagewheel。“Apowerfulooohisarmyhasbeenguardingtheborderforyears。”NannyZhangimmediatelyturned。“Thegeneral?”Themertnodded。“Hiscampisntfarfromhere。Onceyoucrossthestretchofroad,youshouldbeabletoreachthefrontier。”NannyZhangexgedalookwithAyao。
Thatwasenough。“Weregoing,”shesaid。NannyZhangpulledhercloaktighteraroundherselfandtuckedtheceramicjarsafelybatothewoodenbox。“Wedontoreachthecapitalanymore。”Ayaouood。Theyonlyoreaeonewhocouldsendhelp。Thetwowomengatheredwhatlittletheycouldcarry。NannyZhangtookthewoodenbox。Ayaocarriedtheremainingsuppliesbeforeleaving,Ayaolookedbackatthebrokencarriage。
“WhatifSuyuaniswaitingforus?”NannyZhangstopped。andhereyesbecamewet,butshedidnotallowthetearstofall。“Thenwewillmakesureshedoesnthavetowaitmuchloheyleftthecaravanbehind。Theroadtowardthefroretchedbehthepalewintersky,hardandfrozehtheirfeet。Ayaohadravelledthisfarbefore。ShehadneverimaginedleavingYounislikethis,walkingtowardatryshehadonlyheardaboutfromNannyZhangstories。Butnowshewasntafraidoftheunfamiliarland。NannyZhangwalkedasquicklyasheroldlegsallowed,clutgthewoodenboxagainstherchest。Iwerethelastremainsofthewomanshehadservedsincechildhood。
AndsomewherefarbehindthemwasShuransdaughter—thegirlNannyZhanghadraisedlikeherowngranddaughter。Forthefirsttime,NannyZhanguoodtheterriblemeaningbehindSuyuansess。Shehadntsentthemawaybecauseshebelievedtheywouldreturn。Shehadsentthemawaybecauseshewahemtolive。