Chapter17—FindingHelpinXian
TheOrchidCourtyardhadbeestrangelybusyafterShuransdeath。WeddingpreparationshadalreadybegunacrosstheKhansresidence。Servantscarriedboltsofcloth,basketsoffood,andboxesofgiftsfromonecourtyardtoahemarriageallianceokenofopenlynow。EveryonebelievedSuyuanwouldbeeabride。
Shequietlybeganpreparingforajourney。Lateoneevening,sheplacedasmallwoodenboxoable。NannyZhanglookedatitcuriously。“Whatisthat?”“Mothersbelongings,”Suyuananswered。InsidewereafewthingsthathadbelooShuran。Hiddehthemwasthesmalljartaininghermothersashes。Suyuanhadeditcarefullyandplaceditatthebottomofthebox,behalayerofcloth。NannyZhangknewnothingaboutit。ShethoughttheboxtainedonlyShuranspersonalthingsthatshouldbereturoXian。Suyuanhadnoiionoftellihetruth。
“Nanny,”shesaidquietly,“IwantyoutogotoXian。”NannyZhangimmediatelyfrowned。“Me?”“YoushouldtakeMothersthingstomyuncle。Andtellhimaboutthemarriage。”Hervoiceremainedcalm。“IfheknowswhathappeoMother,perhapshewillsendsomeone。”NannyZhangseyessoftenedforthefirsttimesinceShuransdeath,thereseemedtobeapossibilityofhope。“Youreingwithus?”Suyuanshookherhead。“Iotleavenow。Theweddingpreparationshavealreadybegun。”Ayao,whohadbeensittingnearby,immediatelystood。“ThenImstayingtoo。”Suyuanlookedather。“Ayao—”
“No。”Ayaoshookherheadfirmly。“IfNannyZhangisgoing,Illstaywithyou。”
SuyuanwassilentforamomentthenshewalkedoverandheldAyaoshands。
“Youreworriedaboutme?”
“Ofcourse。”
“ThengowithNannyZhang。”
Ayaostaredather。
“Youneedmehere。”
“IneedyoutomakesureNannyZhangreachesXiansafely。”
“But—”
“Sheisold,”Suyuansaidgently。“Thejourneyislong,andtheywillbetravelily。Ifsomethinghappensontheroad,whowillprotecther,whohelpher?”Ayaohesitated,Suyuangaveherasmallsmile。“Youretheonlyorusttodoit。”ThatfinallybrokeAyaosresistance。Shesighed。“Fine。Butwereingback。”Suyuansfiightenedslightlyaroundhers。
“Yes。”
“Wellebackbeforeyourwedding。”
Suyuanloweredhereyes。
“Yes。”
…。。
Theyleftinthemiddleofthenight,nofarewellceremonyandnoservants。NooneintheKhanshouseholdoknowthattwowomenfromtheOrchidCourtyardhadslippedaway。TheydressedasordinarymertsandjoinedasmallcaravantravelingtowardXian。NannyZhangcarriedthewoodenbox。Ayaostayedbesideher,stantlylookingbacktowardtheroadtheyhadefrom。Suyuanstoodbehthecourtyardgateuntilthedarknessswallowedthelasttorchlight。AyaoturnedaroundonefinaltimeandSuyuanraisedherhand。
“Go。”
Ayaosmiledfaintly。
“Wellseeyousoon。”
Suyuanwatchedthemdisappearonlyaftertheyweregonedidshelowerherhand。Thecourtyardwassilentagain。Shelookedtowardtheroadleadi。Ihatwoodenboxwastheonlythiofhermother。NannyZhangthoughtshewascarryingShuransbelongingstoXianandAyaothoughttheywouldreturn。TheydidnotknowthatSuyuanhadalreadydecidedshewouldneverfollowthem。Sheturnedawayfromtheroad。Theweddingwouldesoonandthistime,therewouldbenoointheOrchidCourtyardfortheKhantouseagainsther。