ChapterFifteen—TheChoice
Thepalacewasstillbusythefollowingm。Thethree-daypetitionhadended,andthetribeshadgatheredinthegreathallonceagain。Allthewarriorsstoodalongthewallswhiletheyoungwomenwhohadtakenpartintheselewaitedtogetherheterofthehall。Suyuanstoodquietlyamongthem。Heranklehadbeened,andshewasstilluoroperly。TheKhansatupontheraisedwoodebehthetribalbanners。Besidehimwereseveralchiefsandeldersfromthevisitingtribes。
Aftertheformalgreetings,theKhanfinallyannouheresult。“ThreeprinceshavebeenchosentoformmarriagealliancesfromYounis。”Amurmurmovedthroughthehall。Threeprinces,meansthreebrides。Thenamesoftheselectedwomenwereannouncedoeranother。SuyuanlistenedwithoutmuterestthentheKhanturowardthevisitingprinces。“KhasaroftheKharuntribehasmadehischoice。”ThehallbecamequietandKhasarsteppedforward。HiseyesmovedacrossthegatheredwomenbeforestoppingonSuyuan。“IchoosePrincessSuyuan。”Foramoment,Suyuansaidnothing。
AyaoseyeswidenedevenTarkan,standingamongtheYounisnobles,couldntsitstill。SuyuanlookedatKhasar。“Yourechoosingme?”Khasarnodded,“Yes。”Shehadspentthreedaystryingtolose。Shehadchosentheworsthorse,missedtargetsthatwerealmostimpossibletomiss,andtributedaslittleasshecouldwithoutmakingherrefusalobvious。Apparently,noneofithadworked。TheKhangaveasatisfiednod。
Suyuanloweredhereyes,therewasnopointarguinginfrontofeveryone。Somethiwrong,shehadexpectedtobeoverlookedinstead,shehadbeenchosen。AndKhasarhadchosenherdeliberately。BythetimeSuyuauroOrchidCourtyard,thenewshadalreadyreachedNannyZhang。
“TheKharunprincechoseyou?”
“Yes。”
NannyZhanglookedatherforseveralseds。Suyuansatdowncarefully。
“Itriedtolose。”
“Iknow。”
Suyuanlookedather,andAyaoimmediatelyturnedawaytohidehersmile。BeforeSuyuancouldanswer,acoughcamefromiheroomandbothofthemstopped。Suyuansexpressiongedandsheimmediatelywentinside。Shuranwassittingagainsttheheadboard。Aclothrestedinherhand,shehadjustfinishedcoughing。Suyuanwalkedtothebedside,“Mother。”Shuranlookedather。“Iheard。”Suyuansatbesideher。
“Khasare。”
“Iknow。”
Shuranwasquietforamoment。Thensheasked,“Doyoudislikehim?”
“Ibarelyknowhim。”
“Thatisnotananswer。”
Suyuanthoughtaboutit。
“No。”
Shurannodded。
“Thatisenoughfornow。”
Suyuannoticedthathermothersbreathingwasdifferent,it’sslowerandmorestrained。Shereachedforherhand。
“Mother,youreworse。”
Shurandidnotdenyitthistime。
“ThewintercameearlierthanIexpected。”
Suyuanlookedtowardthewindow。
Outside,thefirstfrosthadsettledoverthecourtyard。
“Howlong?”
Shuranseyesremainedonthewindow。
“Idontknow。”
Suyuanwaited,thenShuransaidquietly,“ButIdontthinkIwillseespring。”
Thewordsweresimple,therewasnodramaticpause。Suyuansimplystaredathermother。Shehadknown,shehadknownformonths。Hermotherhadknowntoo,SuyuanloweredherheadandheldShuranshandmoretightly。
“Thenwehavewinter。”
Shuranlookedather。
“Yes。”
“Wellgetthroughit。”
Shuransmiledfaintlyhersmileremainedforamomentbeforefadingwithexhaustion。NannyZhangbroughthermedie,andSuyuanstayeduntilShuranhadtakenit。Laterthatevening,whenhermotherwasasleep,Suyuansteppedoutside。Thecourtyardwascold。ShestoodbehthebarebranchesandlookedtowardthedistantlightsoftheYounispalace。
Themarriagehadbeendecidedandhermotherwouldnotsurvivethewinter。Suyuanhadspentyearslearninghowtosurviveinaplacethathadneverwantedher。Nowshefinallyuoodsomething。Ifshecouldnotsavehermotherthenshewouldbringeverythingtoruin。
Shereturoherroomandopehesmallwoodenboxbehherbed。Insidewereseveraldriedherbs,smalltainers,andthingsshehadquietlycollectedovertheyears。Shelookedatthemwithouttouganything,shehadalreadymadeherdecision。Whenhermotherwasgone,shewouldnotleaveYounisquietly,SuyuanwouldmakesuretheyrememberedShuran。Sheclosedtheboxbutnooneoknowherpla。Fornow,shewouldacceptthemarriage。Shewouldwaitforthewioe,shehadlearnedlongagothatthecoldestseasoheohatrequiredthemostpatience。